When flying feels like falling (and love like death)

Tears had come to her eyes. she kept hoping that he couldnt see it, after all they had more than a drink and it was near midnight and the light was not really bright.
But despite of all he could still see TROUGH her.

"What´s wrong with you?"
"Nothing, i am ok."
"Tell me please, whats wrong?"
"Nothing, it doesnt matter, its all my fault, i am sorry"
"Say you dont want to talk about it, but dont say it doesnt matter"
"It... doesnt... matter""
"Say you dont want to talk about it, but dont say it doesnt matter. It matters to me"
"I said it doesnt matter, really. And why do you even care? STOP lying to me and most important stop lying to yourself"
"I care, i really do and i wanted you to have a good night"
"Listen to me, look at me. I do, i had an awesome day and a great night."
"..."
"I am sorry, i am SO sorry"


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Lagrimas habian llenado sus ojos. Ella seguia esperando que el no lo pueda ver, despues de todo habian tomado mas de un trago y era cerca de media noche y la luz no era exactamente brillante...


"Que pasa?"
"Nada, estoy bien"
"Por favor, decime que pasa"
"Nada, no importa, es todo mi culpa... lo siento tanto"
"Deci que no queres hablarlo, pero no digas que no importa"
"no.. importa"
"Deci que no queres hablarlo, pero no digas que no importa. A mi si me importa"
"Dije que no importaba, enserio. Ademas, porque siquiera te interesas? DEJA de mentirme y mas importante deja de mentirte a vos mismo"
"Me importa, enserio. Solo queria que tengas una buena noche"
"Mirame, escuchame... tuve un dia hermoso y una noche MUY buena"
"..."
"Lo siento, lo siento TANTO"




i take back everything i said about..
me arrepiento de todo lo que dije acerca...